Friday, January 04, 2008


Poor lilolman has a upper chest infection and is now on antibiotics. He's resting at home with Nana and the other boys are at daycare. Me I'm stuck in hell, okay it's not that bad, it's a lot colder. I honestly dont' remember this office being this cold before.

I'm actually enjoying the drama of work and not the stress of house life. It's not that I don't love my kids but I guess in a while I feel really strapped down by them. I wouldn't change anything for the world, I love my 3 boys, they are all special and wonderful and bring Marcel and I such joy but at the same time, I'm a pretty solitary person. I cherish my quiet time and I haven't had much in the last few years.

Plus, it's not so much drama at work as things I need to get back in order and I can do that and feel like I've accomplished something. At home I'm constantly moving things around and trying to rearrange everything until it's just right and it never happens because a couple of weeks later I'll change everything again. I'm messed up that way.

I think the biggest thing I'll miss is hanging out with the other moms a couple times a week. But hopefully I'll still get to hang on weekends sometimes or maybe I'll take a day off and go for tea or something with the kids.

My tires are slowly getting replace. Marcel put a donut on the van yesterday and every since I've been doing wicked fishtales. I'm come out of them pretty good but I can't wait until there are all new tires on there.

I've had two nights or not so great sleep because I was up all night with lilolman. That cough is terrible I'm glad I took him in today and have that sorted out. But I feel my throat getting sore as well.

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