Thursday, September 11, 2008

Here I am.

Do you ever have times when you feel like so much piles up on you and you don’t know how to start digging yourself out? I’ve had that feeling today but I’m not sure where the anxious feeling came from because I’m don’t know where it came from. I’ve been home the last three days enjoying some much needed time to myself. No work, no kids just me and my house.

I’ve gotten some things done that I wanted to organizing and cleaning the boot room, my room, the playroom and the bathrooms are swept, still have some cleaning there. So I don’t feel so behind but at the same time I feel like things are being left undone. I have a whole pile of filing, a laundry room that has turned into all the corners filled with boxes and junk because we don’t really have any storage.

I spent a bit of time reading. Problem is that is all I’ve wanted to do. Sit and read, lay and read, sit out back and read. So my time was spent pretty much divided down the middle with either reading or working.

Yet, I still feel like I’m missing something, have more to do and just can’t find the time or even care but it niggles at my brain. Other than that I feel pretty good. I went to a Pampered Chef party on Monday night and booked my own party for Thursday night. I went to Craft night last night and worked a bit on Bubba’s 1st Year scrapbook. Friday night I got invited to a ladies night, so that should be fun to get out with some ladies I don’t normally hang out with. So a busy week for me.

On top of all that I haven’t been feeling well for over a week, since last Monday when I went home sick for a day and a half. I felt better but still not 100% and still not now. I’m not sure what is wrong just an upset stomach everyday. It’s not been fun and I don’t know what to make of it.

I have decided to put off SmartGuy’s 7th Birthday party until the weekend after next as he hasn’t given me a list of invites as I asked him. I had giving short notice so until he give me a list I will put it off. Gosh, I had Bubba’s first birthday a month after his birthday.

Thursday night….

I’ll just continue on here as I didn’t finish or post  the above.

I had the Pampered Chef party tonight and I think it went well, 8 people showed up and I thought that was pretty good. It was nice to have a visit with people and serve them food, most of the food got eaten so that was good. Kids were a handful though, getting into much but not terrible, so that was good.

I went to work today but still feel like I’ve got lots to do at home. I’m off to bed now I think. Tomorrow is a long day as well. I have to make some Mushroom Turnovers tonight or tomorrow morning for the ladies night. All is good and well. When I next up date I’ll take about the boys.


Jenny said...

I know the feeling of things left undone but you're not sure what! Anxiety is a good word and it accompanies me on most of my days now.

If you find out how to deal with it, I'd love to know! Seriously!

Mushroom turnovers sound just wonderful. Do you feel like sharing the recipe?

Donna said...

Yes, I hear yoga or meditation help but I have no patience for it.

Here's a link to my recipe blog with the mushroom turnover recipe.