Lil'bit oh procrastinatin'

I've feeling very tired today. The last two nights I've been off my sleep schedule and just not falling asleep when I want to. I had gotten back into the 10-6 routine and now the last two nights I'm having insomnia type things going on. I can't fall asleep even when I feel very tired it just doesn't happen. Reading doesn't even get the snooze factor going. It's very disconcerting to say the least. So I'm not sure what I am to do about this problem.

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SmartGuy was being whiny yesterday, using that high pitched voice that grates on my nerves.

Me: Why are you using that voice?

SmartGuy: Because it's my whiny voice!! (Very serious).

ROTFLMAO!!!Totally hilarious, I had to bite my lip to stop myself from laughing on the spot. No need to let the kid know his back talk is funny!

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Okay, I have got to stop reading Celebrity Baby Blog because it's driving me crazy! I'm finally getting to that point in my life that it's okay not to have anymore kids, even though I somtimes feel unnatural about not being able to actually concieve one anymore. I feel incomplete and I wonder if I had not gotten my tubal ligation if I would feel less incomplete. I don't know if that makes any sense. Also all these celebrities seem to be having twins and lot's of girls and lot's of girls are being born all over and I want a girl. I really, really do. But adoption just isn't an option right now for us and I don't know if we'd ever be ready for that step. We'll have to see what the future holds but for now I have to force myself and it's slowly working, to settle with the three beautiful, wonderful, intelligent and very handsome boys I have right now.

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Bubba is starting to talk, if you can believe that. His first word besides maman, dada, nana, nigh-night, bye-bye was bubble! I said it at daycare and then said if for me. He's growing up, my little guy! He's really starting to attempt to talk and it's pretty cool.

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I want a dog, a puppy. I know in my heart that I want to wait to get one but they are so darn cute and I miss having a dog around. My best friend got a puppy and my neighbours across the street got two. Two of my cousins dogs had puppies in the last month. I really wish I could get one but it's just not a reasonable time for us to get one.

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So there were some random thoughts, some of the many things I think about daily in my hubb bubb live. Now I'm going to make myself a hot chocolate to warm up.