So as most people know now who read here that my H had an affair and fathered at child and wants contact with that child. It's taken therapy and a lot of common sense and thinking and will power on my side to be understanding and accepting and work on our marriage. But I cam face to face with the other woman yesterday and was in close contact with her twice in two days and it just felt weird. I don't know how to act or what to say. So it will take some times, the sad fact is she seems nice. I hate that but I know it was a possibility, that makes me sad for some reason.
I had a nice cry last night in my empty bed and it felt good to do it, it's been a few weeks now since I've cried over it. Too much going on I suppose with the boys and family.
Each day gets better.
I'm having a good day and yesterday was a good day, no matter the stress I was going up again in the weight department and now I'm going down again this week. It's a positive that I'm holding on to and I'm going to try to use it as momentum to keep going in the right direction.
Three day weekend for us, I'm hoping to get some filing done and I'm pretty much caught up on laundry so I should have some free time to take the boys sledding. Yay me!