So I broke through a barrier. I've been working with my life coach going on two years, maybe more I'm not sure. I always seem to be in this endless cycle of stop and start and it would always stop at a certain weight.
I've been changing my life slowly, good changes, more social changes and it helps me be the person I'm supposed to be. The one without guilt or care about what others think. I've been too much a people pleaser my whole life and I'm not going to out of my way to be an asshole or anything but I won't be taken advantage of or talked down to or any of the other crap that comes with life sometimes.
I know I'm worth it. I can do anything I choose to do. I am good enough. These are words I needed to tell myself, convince myself and I really did but I had this little barrier up and I smashed it to pieces and I'm doing it, getting my goals, working to make my life great again!