Reflection

I haven't posted anything besides photos in awhile. I'm just not feeling it lately, that might be because I have so many other things on my mind right now.I get this way sometimes. I'm thinking, always thinking. Analyzing my life to death.

I celebrated by birthday this past week. I had a wonderfully gloriously boring day to myself with no children for most of it. I just sat in quiet reflection for awhile, did a bit of dishes and read. We BBQ'd that night as per my request. I got gift certificates for books and I ordered lots of books and not I'm back on my break from purchasing any new books for the rest of the year. I can do this.

I've been in the mood to do nothing.

I did start back to the gym. Tues and Thursday mornings, it was a gift to myself to start back on my birthday and get a good workout. I'll go again tomorrow.

I'm feeling too much again lately. I think reading Woman, Food and God has a lot to do with it and I'm so thankful that I have a husband who will listen to me babble and cry and confess by hidden thoughts to. I'm making changes this year, we've already made tons of them and it's hard, hard work and we are doing it for the betterment of ourselves and our family.

I feel wonderful for the most part lately. I feel I have direction and my thinking it going in a more positive direction again.

I do have projects, too many projects. I have got to stop reading all those crafting and quilting blogs because they keep putting ideas in my head. :) Oh and the DIY home decorators. Love it!!