Things aren't right. Mentally I'm back, feeling good and loving myself but my super achiever is still missing! What am I to do?
Everyday I work and everyday I have times when I just give up. So.................I know that my depression is not gone, I work hard all the time to let it go but then things bubble up. So I need to take to journalling again.
Meditation and yoga help a lot and one of my girlfriends just came back from being away for two years, she spent a lot of time learning yoga and can now teach it. So she's practising on our ladies group. She worked with me last week and the boys got some attention from her too. Our group is going to meet with her once a week to learn and yoga together. I'm so looking forward to it.
I really want to this to not be a my story any more. I'm going to just say it and move one.
So I've been back in the thick of quilting. I just finished a top commission and have sent it off to be professionally quilted. I can't wait to see the end result because I'm so in love with this top I don't want to give it up but I know it will go to a great guy who will take good care of it.
I used at quilt pattern called Rooted by Quilt Dad in the Fat Quarterly newsletter. I used bear claw pattern for the corner stones and then I appliquéd some bears on there. I used a whole bunch of blues, browns and greens from my collection.