Gosh, I still haven't really been in the mood to write. I'm not sure why. I'm spending a lot of my online time over at 3fatchicks and not much anywhere else. I'm just focused on keep on track. So I've not smoked in almost two weeks (I think that's the number), I've given up the Pepsi and I started calorie counting, I'm down to 309lb now. I'm so happy to see the number going down.
My main focus was supposed to be exercise but with my back and being sick and now the kids are sick, yes again. I'm just too tired and so I'm just trying to move as much as I can until I can get to it. I know I should just do it but I'm tired!
Now that I've said that I feel like I'm making excuses and not doing what I need to do. That is my main problem right now, over thinking everything. I'm really trying to only focus on one this at a time and I think I'm doing pretty well with that. Baby steps.