Tuesday, July 31, 2007

My brain is still muddled but here goes...

This have been crazy around here and I'm not sure what to do with myself. I'm feeling down but not sure why, could just be the craziness of my life, raising three children and trying to stay sane. Not always working, that's for sure. Not getting enough sleep and not having time to myself.

Hubby and I enjoyed a nice dinner out on our Anniversary. It was so nice, the weather was extremely hot and so was the restaurant but the food was awesome. Three hours to ourselves. We went for a walk afterward and held hands and then took a drive. I don't know the last time we spent 3 hours alone and with just each other. It was really, really nice.

SmartGuy has finished swimming for the season. We've gone for bike rides and public swim, walks, watched movies, played in the back yard and so on. Yes, we are busy bees these days and it's still fun with the kids for the most part. I will say that his behavior is not getting better. I'm really trying everything in my power not ot lose it on him because he's just a kid. I know that he will learn but I'm not willing to just give in or be to extreme on him.

Mickey is another case. He learns from his brother and that is a challenge. Right now I feel he gets no discipline and I'm not sure how to change that. He's a bit difficult when trying to get his attention or talk to him. But I continue to try.

Little One is doing great, he has been fussy, too fussy at times and that it driving me insane. My days are filled with filling his every need. He's sitting up on his own and getting into a sit position on his own. He's starting crawling a bit.

So right now I feel frazzled and stuck in a rut. I don't really know how else to put it. I'm trying to get out of

I have to go now and help the boys clean their room yet again.

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