Me on a Sunday afternoon.

Why is there so much in life to think about? I'm constantly thinking about things, this of relavance and things not so much.

Lately, I've been thinking about my eating and I've been thinking about feelings and discipline for my children, I've been thinking about property and a home, my abcessed tooth that I hope my dentist will pull out Wednesday morning and I've been thinking about dying.

Point in fact being who do I entrust with my children when I die? I have no clue and it goes on in debate with my husband. Seriously, serious topics eh?

Right now, trying to decide if we apply to our landlord for a four bedroom hour or still it out here for as long as we can. We are in a 3 bedroom house and we used one bedroom for an office. Ideally I'd like to put SmartGuy in the office and move Little One in with Mickey.

Then I'd put the computer in our bedroom, get rid of the extra desk, put my craft stuff in the dining room and I'm not sure about the treadmill and elliptical but if I have Little One and Mickey in the same room, then I can put all the toys in their bedroom and have room in the living room for one or both of the machines. I'd have to do some major organizing and by that I mean getting rid of some stuff.

When we have our own place we are going to build me a room specifically for me and only me, my office for crafts and writing. I can't wait for that day! So I'd say that and the eating are the most pressing in my head these days.

I'm determined to kick this eating thing in the butt. Yes, I'm an overeater and I need to get in control. I've notice since giving up cigarettes and Pepsi that I'm constantly eating, snacking, nibbling on something. I have to change that. I have to get back to Sparkpeople and follow the plan. I stopped my two bad habits and I can get rid of this one too! I know that I can! I can do it!!! Now I have to go start organizing, see you in the spring I'm sure!