I've been doing a lot of reading today and trying to figure out where I am and how I'm going to be. Life is going to come anyway, do I want to accept a defeatist way of thinking and living or do I want to achieve my goals, set standards for myself. These are some of the ideas I was reading today.
I've been doing well but not as well as I could be the last few weeks. I'm sorry but I can't let myself make excuses for myself anymore. I know that I am strong of mind and I can do anything! Acccepting that this is a life change, that this is forever, that this is hard and yes there will be ups and downs and I can overcome them. Most of this I know but I haven't set it in my brain correctly or something. I'm working on it.