You know, one of the signs that I felt said I was depressed was that I'm not social and I've barely been social in the last two or three years. It came to a peak for me this past weekend when I took the boys to soccer on Saturday morning, there were all these moms there, moms I used to hang out with before I went back to work and I felt so awkward and didn't know how to talk to them or approach them and I was taken aback. What was with me? I really don't know but I found it so hard to connect with them when in the past I was quite comfortable with these women. It's the same with my craft night. I miss it so much but it seems like a huge effort to be so social. I try some times but I just don't know.
So this week I'm going to go the craft night and I'm hitting the gym two lunch hours a week and there are other women there.
I'm on day 11 of no smoking. I'm so proud of myself!! Making changes.