Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Social Living

You know, one of the signs that I felt said I was depressed was that I'm not social and I've barely been social in the last two or three years. It came to a peak for me this past weekend when I took the boys to soccer on Saturday morning, there were all these moms there, moms I used to hang out with before I went back to work and I felt so awkward and didn't know how to talk to them or approach them and I was taken aback. What was with me? I really don't know but I found it so hard to connect with them when in the past I was quite comfortable with these women. It's the same with my craft night. I miss it so much but it seems like a huge effort to be so social. I try some times but I just don't know.

So this week I'm going to go the craft night and I'm hitting the gym two lunch hours a week and there are other women there.

I'm on day 11 of no smoking. I'm so proud of myself!! Making changes.


Brenda said...

You are doing great! I'm so glad you are blogging again. I have enjoyed reading your updates again...we won't talk about my blog or lack there of.

Siuan said...

Thanks Brenda! I'm really trying to turn myself around and get back to where I was at one time. Thanks for your support!