I miss my kids a lot now that I'm back at work. It's really nice to have the break but I miss my kids. Really! The mornings and evenings seem so rushed to get everything done and just not enough time to do stuff. They are tired and cranky and off to daycare they go. I go at lunchtime so I can nursed BabyBoy and he's fine but it's big brother who doesn't go for a nap and won't just rest his body with everyone else and stays on the baby/toddler side who sees me and has a little nervous breakdown. He gets all weepy and upset when I tell him i have to go back to work. It breaks my heart!
To see him thinking about it and then his eyes get all puppy doing looking on me and then get red and I know he's going to cry and then I get all weepy seeing him like that. It just does not make it good! Of course today though Baby Boy cried when I tried to go today. So now I feel all guilty but not really. It's hard to say it the right way and make it sound right, I miss my kids but I'm glad to be at work.